STRESSSTRESSSTRESS!

Today COULD be a day of heavy pressure and stress, but I'm going to make it a day of pure motivation. I have so much due in the next week for just one class and don't know how I'll get it done, but it's going to get done. I'm so stinking motivated to do well.

I figure that as much as I love my euphonium, I have to put it aside for this week. I'll still practice everyday, but forget that 2-3 hours a day; at least for this week.

This week is going to be interesting, but I want to come out on top. I just hope my lesson with my professor goes well considering I feel like I've gotten little accomplished in the past week. I wish he could understand that my life doesn't revolve around playing as much as I love it. I wish he would come to accept that I don't want to be a starving musician, but a happy music therapist. I hope when I try to explain myself today at approximately 3:30, he doesn't take it as a lame excuse for me being lazy. I HATE being accused of being lazy. There's nothing worse in my book, besides being called a failure.


Here goes nothing. I have a meeting in less than 9 minutes.

I need to type on here more. Yes I do. I feel better already.


Thank you, God!