Guys and Alcohol

It's been a long time since I've been on here. Too long.

I suppose it's because I only go on here because I'm upset. So on the one hand, I guess it's a good thing that I haven't been truly upset in a while.

So I'm watching the super bowl and such, watching the Steelers lose. Depressing. Anyways, I'm enjoying good drink and being merry when a chap I haven't seen in months sends me this text message telling me I am the reason he has left college and bashing my significant other. I did not appreciate this and instead of doing the right thing and ignoring it, the "merry" side of me kept trying to reason with him. Following this conversation was a whole string of phone calls from this chap. I kept ignoring it and told him my phone was dying when he played the " you hate me, I hate myself" card.

Too bad I fall for that kind of thing all of the time....this time in particular.

It has created a terrible situation, a dramatic scene in the car with my significant other. I'm so sick of this. Any argument we have gotten into has to do with my stupid compassion.

Where there's smoke, there's fire.




Whatever, I've lost my flair. I don't know what else to write.