yep.
Just thought I'd mention I've been in love..for a while.
The End :)
PSYCH!
It is not the end.
What comes with every relationship involving the L word? FEAR. Heaping amounts of fear. The paranoia, the "what-ifs" and so on and so forth. So here's the good news. This relationship is not one sided. He feels the same. Phew. More good news, we get to see each other in a week! This break has kind of sucked..a little.
Okay, here's the bad news. There's a small age gap. He's a little older. I know what you're thinking, no big deal. Females mature faster than males, blahblahblahh. Well, he will graduate before I do. He's got a lot of potential and thankfully he knows it. He'll probably end up going far far away from this wasteland somewhere with greener pastures. As nice as that is, where does this leave me? There are prettier, more interesting women out there. I'm like plain white wonder bread compared to the rest of the fish in the sea.
STOP IT! I'm just being paranoid way too early. Chill out, self. No more worrying. If it's meant to be, it'll happen. Wait, that's what I told my psychotic ex-boyfriend when he was flipping out about college and I was planning on dumping him. Shit. I'm freaking out again.
Ugh..this never happened.
Capiche.
sweetv
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