I figured, why not give a few unknown, but brief tidbits about myself that I am still discovering day by day.
1. I love keeping a tight schedule that contains specific plans for every second.
2. Rarely do I follow said daily schedule, yet I continue to make one even when I'm planning leisure time.
3. There is only one person who can break me out of my slightly neurotic habit.
4. My favorite breakfast cereal is shredded wheat.
5. I recently learned some helpful tips on how to manage my own finances without going dirt broke.
6. I have the strangest love for all things adorable: animals, babies, non living things, it's quite pathetic.
7. I think I have a cavity in between my back-ish molars.
8. It probably doesn't help that I haven't seen a dentist in over 2 years.
9. Despite my prospective cavity, I compulsively brush, whiten, floss, listerine rinse my teeth multiple times a day.
10. I love showers and how I look after I've taken one. I feel almost exotic, with fair skin.
11. Despite the high risk of melanoma in my family (go, go, grandma!), I have been to a tanning bed a grand total of maybe 30 times.
12. I must lack a lot of common sense ^^^^^
13. I'm constantly second guessing other people's comments, jokes, and thoughts on me.
14. I wish I didn't give a care in the world as to what people think of me.
15. The rich people who come into shop at my work piss me off the way they're so cavalier about their hundreds of bills and credit cards.
16. Although I am employed at a high end retail shop, I have practically no fashion sense what so ever. I love jeans and a t-shirt combos.
17. I'm REALLY lethargic after a long day of working or doing something else.
18. This possible cavity hurts.
19. I love all sorts of shades of the color pink.
20. I'm a germaphobe. I carry 2 containers of germ x with me at all times.
21. I learned the other day that other people's germs can stay on paper money for up to 3 days. 3 DAYS.
22. I love shopping for groceries and simplie items.
23. I hate shopping for clothing and shoes in genera.
24. I used to pray to God every night that my boobs would get bigger. What was I thinking?
25. I just yawned.
26. I have never carved a pumpkin
27. Some people disgust me in an unhealthy way.
28. I secretly believe that technology in general will take us backwards and prevent social skills in children from fully developing.
29. I'll never get enough money for a car in the next month.
30. I should do this more often.
Monday, July 26, 2010
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Due Tramonti
The title of this blog is what I'm currently listening to. It is one of the most beautiful pieces I've heard in quite a while. My vision is blurry from tears. And it's JUST a recording I'm listening to. I think if I were to see it live I'd break down into sobs.
It's provoked a lot of thoughts. I just started thinking about the late Mimi and Pop pop, my two grandparents who semi recently passed away. I should really think about them more often, They both are responsible for a lot of good things in my life and I am greatly in debt to them. Not only did they help me out tremendously in a financial way, but they both showed me what a successful marriage looks like.
They were married for a total of 54 years until Mimi passed away. Their marriage was perfect, it's everything I could hope for in my future and more. Pop Pop basically took care of Mimi for the last 3 years of her life even though he could barely take care of himself. He was her personal nurse and available at all hours for her even when she had no idea who he was and threatened to call the police on him because she thought he was a stranger in their house. Thinking about that makes me cry even more. I look ridiculous right now. Here I am, sitting alone in my room on my computer bawling for practically no reason.
This is what music does to me. There is no greater gift than music. Music is how I convey my feelings sometimes. It's how I communicate with God, my family, outsiders. I'm so grateful that I am in the field I am.
It's provoked a lot of thoughts. I just started thinking about the late Mimi and Pop pop, my two grandparents who semi recently passed away. I should really think about them more often, They both are responsible for a lot of good things in my life and I am greatly in debt to them. Not only did they help me out tremendously in a financial way, but they both showed me what a successful marriage looks like.
They were married for a total of 54 years until Mimi passed away. Their marriage was perfect, it's everything I could hope for in my future and more. Pop Pop basically took care of Mimi for the last 3 years of her life even though he could barely take care of himself. He was her personal nurse and available at all hours for her even when she had no idea who he was and threatened to call the police on him because she thought he was a stranger in their house. Thinking about that makes me cry even more. I look ridiculous right now. Here I am, sitting alone in my room on my computer bawling for practically no reason.
This is what music does to me. There is no greater gift than music. Music is how I convey my feelings sometimes. It's how I communicate with God, my family, outsiders. I'm so grateful that I am in the field I am.
Monday, July 12, 2010
Isn't it sad the way I only have negative posts?
I know why it is. When I'm happy, I don't need the evils of technology around me. I don't feel like writing too much.
Today was alright. I woke up bright and early at Ethan's, said goodbye, and drove back home after a lovely evening with the best friend I could ever ask for.
I came home, cleaned my room ( a little bit) did some practicing (only a little) and caught up on some school work for my communications class (took up A LOT of time)
I watched some depressing junk on tv since I haven't watched tv in a while.....ran stupid errands for my mother...got yelled at by my mother for getting the wrong chocolate chips, ughh.
My phone's been busted for a few days. I've dropped it a few times, sure, but I see no reason why the touch screen (which is the entire phone) decided to quit working all of the sudden. It ticks me off. On the one hand, it's nice not having the stress of a cellular, I feel slightly more peaceful.
I have to talk to my parents tonight about how I can't and won't be able to afford a car..gah!
I have barely 600 saved up from this whole summer. What was I supposed to do when I had to pay other people back/other expenses from one college semester of barely working and paying a variety of bills?
I want a car that will last until I graduate. Is that too much to ask? I suppose so. I'll be able to raise like a grand total of 1300 by the end of the summer. YIPPEE. I don't care if I get an old clunker, I just need a car with decent gas mileage (maybe a stick shift) that can make it from point a to point b.
I mean, the thing can look like it went through a meat grinder for all I care. Mother dearest said a few days ago, "Ohh, maybe we can help you pay for it" but I'm pretty sure she just took that statement back, damn masters program and all of the expenses.
Ughh... 1 Timothy 6:10 says:
For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some people, eager for money, have wandered from the faith and pierced themselves with many griefs.
Isn't that the truth. So, I hate money right? Then why must I deal with it, earn it, pay with it, spend it, waste it, owe it?
I understand that completely removing all currency in the world would be comparable to dropping another bomb on Hiroshima or Nagasaki, however, I have a right to whine. I really don't, but humor me, will you?
tata for now
sweetv
Today was alright. I woke up bright and early at Ethan's, said goodbye, and drove back home after a lovely evening with the best friend I could ever ask for.
I came home, cleaned my room ( a little bit) did some practicing (only a little) and caught up on some school work for my communications class (took up A LOT of time)
I watched some depressing junk on tv since I haven't watched tv in a while.....ran stupid errands for my mother...got yelled at by my mother for getting the wrong chocolate chips, ughh.
My phone's been busted for a few days. I've dropped it a few times, sure, but I see no reason why the touch screen (which is the entire phone) decided to quit working all of the sudden. It ticks me off. On the one hand, it's nice not having the stress of a cellular, I feel slightly more peaceful.
I have to talk to my parents tonight about how I can't and won't be able to afford a car..gah!
I have barely 600 saved up from this whole summer. What was I supposed to do when I had to pay other people back/other expenses from one college semester of barely working and paying a variety of bills?
I want a car that will last until I graduate. Is that too much to ask? I suppose so. I'll be able to raise like a grand total of 1300 by the end of the summer. YIPPEE. I don't care if I get an old clunker, I just need a car with decent gas mileage (maybe a stick shift) that can make it from point a to point b.
I mean, the thing can look like it went through a meat grinder for all I care. Mother dearest said a few days ago, "Ohh, maybe we can help you pay for it" but I'm pretty sure she just took that statement back, damn masters program and all of the expenses.
Ughh... 1 Timothy 6:10 says:
For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some people, eager for money, have wandered from the faith and pierced themselves with many griefs.
Isn't that the truth. So, I hate money right? Then why must I deal with it, earn it, pay with it, spend it, waste it, owe it?
I understand that completely removing all currency in the world would be comparable to dropping another bomb on Hiroshima or Nagasaki, however, I have a right to whine. I really don't, but humor me, will you?
tata for now
sweetv
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